x-ray...

i went to Institus Sukan Negara (ISN) to x-ray my right hand today. actually there was a problem with the bone at my finger. it almost 3 weeks i have been postponed to make an x-ray for my hand. i still can't get the full result, whether there was a minor fracture or what. Mr.Balan the person who are checking for the x-ray said i might having a problem with my ligament. do you know what is ligament??  ok, ligament classified as dense connective tissue. ligaments link bones to other bones and provide support to joint. my ligament have been a bit damage he said. but, he's not sure whether it's serious or not, he told me i've to come again another 2 or 3 weeks to make an x-ray again because there was a "different" line on my bone that he can not trace. so, just pray that nothing serious happen to  the second x-ray later.

F-I-N-G-E-R-S

god gave me 5 fingers for a reason...

pinky - is for my best friend and our promises that will never be broken

ring - is for him, and proof that we will be together forever ❤ 

middle - is for those people that push me to far and to show them how i feel

index - to silence them to savor the moment

thumb - is for everyone to let them know i'm going to be ok no matter what

got it...?

Face It No Matter What..

there are the things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go. the risk of love is loss, and the price of loss is grief. but the pain of grief is only a shadow when compared with the pain of never risking love. thus, tears are not the sign of weakness but rather the voice of overwhelming grief... and unspeakable love.. sometimes you can't have the person you really love maybe is just part of your dreams that you can't really have it to be yours. remember, those who are already gone, and appreciate those who are now by your side..

I Love Quotes..

• pencils are made with erasers to give to second chance. but the real logic is, eraser on pencil was made small, for you to remember that chances are limited.
• life is not about waiting for the storm to pass..it's about learning how to dance in the rain.
• life is like a book. once you finished the page you don't stay on it. you have to move on and turn the page!
• don't judge book by it's cover unless your willing to read the story.
• if you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place..
• people are like music; some speak the truth and others are just noise.
• friends will pick up what you dropped; but best friends will tell you that you dropped it and keep walking.
• give thanks for everything, knowing that every step forward is a step toward achieving something bigger and better.
• i'm proud of my heart. it's been played, stabbed, cheated, burned and broken, but somehow still work..

the prettiest smiles hide the deepest secrets. the prettiest eyes have cried the most tears and the kindest hearts have felt the most pain..

Terkenang..

mood : memory recall

have you ever heard a song from so long ago with so many memories tied to it that it made you smile, cry? and didn't you with that you could go back into time when everything seemed so much simpler? those are songs that are the soundtrack of our lives... the one that bring back all the memories.. yes the memories..

the memories that created by you is still alive..

Be A Better Me..

i don't have any resolution.  I JUST WANT TO BE A BETTER ME. better in every single thing. better in controlling my anger and temper especially , better emotions, a better daughter, better in financial, and have better instincts. ready for a love..?? *tett* hahaha.. a BIG NO NO.. i don't think so. i just want to have more money, so i could do anything what i want.. ehe.. :p

insyaallah..i will and i'll try..

Learn To Appreciate..

mood : internal monologue

you will start to appreciate things when you have lost them.. i mean, can't you just appreciate and be grateful that she's doing everything.. everything to make her ownself happy?

owhh please.. please.. pleasssseeee baby.. don't hurt her ok? she's been in suffers enough, please don't try to do anything that makes her pissed off or hurt. please don't make her stay away from you. just don't do anything that you know it may breaks her heart to pieces.. coz you know she's getting tired and feels of letting go...

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i don't know and i don't have the right words to explain to you, i just saying the truth what i have done.. is it wrong?? is it a crime to be honest with you..? am i too bad??  i know i've been hurt you so many times.. but it doesn't mean i don't care your feeling. day by day i try so hard to be a better me, to fix everything what i've been ruined for the past. i'm for real, i'm standing with what i said. I WANT TO FIX EVERYTHING & I WANT TO BE A GOOD PERSON.. i know you can stand with your own now, you can ever live without me anymore... that's great.. and i do hope i could do the same thing what you had done..

I Miss You.. ❤ (T_T)

i wish i could say it's all said and done,
i wish i could say this battle was lost and won
i guess this is it, though i wish i could just,
swallow my pride, take you and admit,


i'm sorry for everytime i looked into your eyes,
i won't be your questions, nor the answer
you'll never find,
and i wish i could go back, fix things and make it right,
i wish you would just look me in the eye,
take me by the hand, wipe away every tear i've cried,
over you.. i say i'm through,
but i miss you, i'm sorry
i still miss you..


ever had that feeling where you miss someone you've hurt
even though they're right in front of you?
they seem like strangers, different people that the one you loved and
thought you knew..
and it hurts.. it kills..
and i still love and miss you..

moment i miss the most.. :(

we always spend our money to "jalan-jalan cari makan"

❤ YOU are the BEST and EVERYTHING to me..!! ❤

p/s : to my dearest sister, I'M TRULY SORRY for all the mistakes i've done towards you.. and i wish i could still have a chance to fix everything to be right. please forgive me.. (T_T)

Cooking With Me.. ❤

ok... entry kali nie nak cite sikit pasal wantan... haa.. penah makan wantan tak?? mesti ada yang jawab tak, and ade yang jawab penah makan kan.. penah terpikir nak buat wantan sendiri??? jom kite buat wantan sendiri.. so today, tetibe jer rase nak makan wantan balik2 dari keje. tanpa berfikir panjang, aku siapkan bahan2 nak buat wantan nieh.. aku tak lah expert memasak, tapi bile dah datang keje gila..sume aku nak try... hahah... btw, this is not the first time i make wantan.. =)  nak cakap susah, actually tak la susah mane... juz korunk buat dengan citarasa masing2.. as long kene ngan selera korunk lerr... kan.... so, tak nak cakap banyak2.. meh tengok bahan2 nak buat wantan nie..

nie bahan2 nak buat wantan:

kulit wantan

minyak

bawang merah

daging cincang

cili padi

daun sup

telur

air

garam dan ajinamoto

cara2 nak masak:

1. panaskan minyak dan tumiskan bawang merah dengan cili padi
2. masukkan daging cincang bersama sedikit air
3. kemudian, masukkan daun sup, garam dan ajinamoto
4. agak2 daging cincang dah sedikit lembut dan air sedikit kering, pecahkan telur dan gaul rata
5. akhir sekali, balut inti bersama kulit wantan

haaa... senang kan... meh tengok hasil wantan aku buat...

inti wantan yg sedang dimasak

air daging yang hampir kering..

inti yang dah siap dimasak.. =)

ngee...inilah hasil wantan saya.. ;-)

p/s : nak makan nanti baru goreng..heheh.. selamat mencuba... ❤

A Sign Of.. *VIRGO*

dey are quite lonely people who feel uncomfortable in crowd.. tho' bright, attractive, graceful and charming, dey are secretive and constantly nurture worries.  dey are PERFECTIONIST.. whether it's eating [it remind me of title "anak askar" given by my fren to me..  becoz aku makan in sequence.. hahahahah...], grooming [my hair is the most important part i took a long time to touch.. heheh..] , working or romance and dey are FUSSY about their looks [if gosok baju kemeja, bahagian kolar paling aku sensitif, kolar salu jer nak biar "stand" nampak kemas..hahah..adoi..].  dey are cool, capable, sincere and dependable people.  dey sparkle wif intelligence and clarity of thought and can stand more intense work over longer periods.  dey are brilliant, practical, and earthly and waste of time, money, etc... dey LIKE punctuality, truth, economy and prudence and HATE vulgarity, dirt, sloppiness, idleness, wastefulness and being late..

❤ I AM ME.. ❤

Oh..Duit Terbang Lagi...

i bought a hush puppies slipper without any plan.. hahaha... aiyo... but it's really satisfy me..! :) [perabih duit jer keje lately nieh..] 

let me share with u the picca..

feel the hush..

the design.. nice right..??

satisfaction buy.. haha..

can't wait to wear it... hehe..

One More Reason To Relax.. 

T.I.R.E.D...~

mood : give up


i hate it when everyone just assumes everything's fine. people always think i'm smiley and happy every second of the day. but actually i'm the complete opposite. everyone believes the fake smile, the fake laugh and the fake happiness. but the thing is... i'm sick of trying and tired of smiling because on the inside i'm dying.. i just wish that one day when i say i'm fine, someone would come to me and say no, your not fine and then talk to me and listen to me.

My Little Prayer..

Dear God.. please give me strength. Let me face my days with full of joy. And let the person happy and keep that person away from trouble. That's all i want for now.. Amin..


mood : totally sick
music : perawan cinta by rossa




p/s : my pray always be with you..