Terjadi Lagi..~

ok.. tak penah2 aku nak post sampai dua entry.. hari nie aku buat... aku makin phobia untuk memandu... kenapa..?? kenapa..?? dan kenapa..??? itu yang menjadi persoalan dalam kotak fikiran aku juga... setelah menghadapi hari yang agak malang pada 29 January ari tue... today jadi lagi.. tapi kali nie bukan accident la... tp ALMOST accident... nak tau dengan ape..?? LORI..!!! lori ok..!!! weh..... nyawa aku nie bukan boleh di beli dengan wang ringgit la mangkuk..!!! kepada pemandu kete UNSER HIJAU-WNA5347... KO SANGAT BONGOK!!!! yer.. memang aku menyumpah seranah dengan ko..!!! eyh.. kalo yer pun nak mati... mati sendiri la weh..!! yang ngko dok himpit aku sampai aku almost langgar lori kot..!!! jahanam sungguh la ko nie...!!!! KALAU AKU BAWAK LORI MINYAK, MEMANG AKU DAH HENTAM KETE KO YANG DAH SEDIA KEMEK2 TUE TAU TAK..!!!!!

*thank God.. i still ALIVE..

❤ Lucky To Have YOU..!! ❤

hmm... actually it's not too late for me to tell u.. i got a SPECIAL reward from my sister..!!  we went to i-city for a snowalk..!! hahaha...  it was a great moment to play wif snow.. [tak dpt main kt luar negara..kt i-city pun jd laaa...kn??]. we spent our time together.. it's quite long we both neva spend our time actually.. [maaf yer..prangai sangat sy nie.. ;( ]..  so, as to fulfill our wish.. i-city become da choice.. [banyak gak duit abes kat sini..xde keje kan..] come.. lemme show some of da picca...

in da igloo.. (",)

❤ wif my sister... ❤

it's really cold...!!

ice..ice..baby...

to my dearest sister shida.. thanx a lot for da special reward..!! thanx for fulfill evry of my dream.. thanx 4 being beside me evry single time.. THANX FOR EVERYTHING..!! it's truly honoured to hev a sister like YOU..!!! 

❤ I MISS YOU A LOT MY SISTER..!!! ❤

p/s : jangan lupe plan kite nak g makan2 plak tau... :)

Hari Yang Malang & Geraammmmm..!!!~

ok guys.. kat sini nak citer skit ape yang jadi sebenarnye... it happen YESTERDAY.. 29 JANUARY 2012.. aku tengah syok2 bawak kete.. then aku nak belok kat satu simpang kiri ini.. dengan BANGGAnye.. aku bagi SIGNAL ok..!!! BUKAN aku tak bagi... if aku tak bagi satu hal la gak kan.. dengan laju nye kete VIVA ELITE (PUTIH) plat BLE 2485 yang di pandu oleh anak2 gadis yang aku rase baru dapat lesen gak nye..[kat kete masih tampal sticker "P" kot..!!!] BAJET hebat trus potong arah kiri dengan LAJU nye ok..!!! ape la bengap sangat engkau nie budakk....!!!! kat simpang mane boleh laju2..!! kau reti bawak kete ker tak ha???!!

nak dijadikan cite, aku ngn mak berhenti kan kete kt tepi.. yang buat aku naik angin and darah yelah... weh... kau BUDAK jer kot..!!! cakap ngan mak aku serupa ORANG TAK PERGI SEKOLAH tau x..!!! JANGAN NAK KURANG AJAR bile cakap ngan MAK AKU boleyh..??!! nak tau sebab ape aku marah sangat nie..~ haa... nie conversation between aku, mak, ngan budak yang kurang ajar nieh... name die DIRA...!!

mak : laju nye awk bwk kete dik..

dira : akak, akak dah masuk lorong saya masalahnye...

mak : tapi, kite dah masuk lorong kiri dulu, awk trus jer pecut laju.

dira : so, akak nak salahkan saya skrang la nie..?!

mak : tak, bukan nak salah kan awk. cuma nak btau awk laju sangat.

dira : sy kt lorong sy, akak tue tetibe masuk.. sy TAK SALAH..

mak : awk laju semacam jer,kan dah bg signal. kete pun dah masuk lorong and awk laju2 nape?

dira : akak yg tak perasan sy, BUKAN SALAH SAYA..!

(disininya aku sbg anak memainkan peranan dgn cuaca yg panas, makin PANAS HATI aku tgk bdk nieh..~)

aku : sy tak nampak awk??? if sy tak nmpak awk, tak kn la sy bg signal and masuk ker lorong kiri..??

dira : kau MUNGKIN tak perasan aku... kau dh masuk kat lorong aku..

aku : mmg sy nk msk kt lorong awk, tp sy dh bg SIGNAL.. if ade kete, xkan la sy nk masuk plak kan??

dira : kau nak ckp aku SALAH lagi la nie???!!

aku : then awk pun salahkan sy gak kan???

dira : kete sy calar.

aku : kete sy nie kemek. so?

dira : awk yg LANGGAR sy.. BUKAN sy langgar  awk.. [babi bdak nieh tuduh aku langgar die..!!!]

aku : sy LANGGAR AWK..??? awk yg laju,, then sy yg langgar awk la?? [celah mane aku langgar die tah..]

dira : awk dh masuk lorong sy.

aku : sy bg signal, sy bkn tak bg. jln clear so sy msk. awk tue yg laju. dh la kt simpang.

dira : snang cite cani la, lau dua2 degil kte g balai.

mak : nak g balai buat ape? bkn teruk pun.

dira : so, akak nk settle mcm mane?

mak : awk nk settle mcm mane? bkn salah kite, awk yg bwak laju2 kt simpang.

dira : kak, akak yg msk lorong sy tau. [stiap perbualan die x brani pndang ok..!! tak habis2 nk ckp aku masuk lorong die..tue jer modal yg ade ek??]

mak : kite dh msk dlu, awk tue yg laju.

dira : SAYA MEMANG TAK SALAH. dah mmg lorong sy. [eyy mangkuk.. ko sdar tak ko tue bwk laju kt tmpat nk msuk simpang. lau polis ade pun, CONFIRM ko kne SAMAN la bodo..!!]

mak : mmg lorong awk, tp kenapa bwk laju2 kt simpang???

dira : (diam tak terkata)..mcm nie la kak, akak bg no fon akak, kte settle. akak amik no fon sy. 

mak : ok.

setelah dua2 tkr no.fon.. dgn sombong nye blah..[ey, TAKDE MANNER kan kau nie ngn org tua..!!]

princess aku kemek skit kt bahagian co-pilot. walau tak banyak n tak teruk mane pun.. MY PRINCESS STILL HURT..OK..!!! EVEN KEMEK SIKIT PUN.. AKU SAKIT HATI TENGOK..!! KO PAHAM..???!! calar tak payah ckp la kan... [die pikir calar kete die jer, kemek and calar kete aku kau ade pikir..?? TAK DE KAN... takde DIAM..!!!]

I SHUD SAID THIS TO YOU IF I MEET YOU AGAIN..!!!~

P/S : TO DIRA.. YOUR STUPIDITY IS HIGHLY INCREASE DUE TO THE STUPIDNESS OF YOUR  STYLE OF DRIVING..!! TQ..~ [GERAMMMMM....!!!]~

Masih Aku Terasa..

haaa.. u ols... mesti tertanye2 title entry kali nieh kan...bunyi macam KECEWA jer... haaa..mestilah TIDAK..!!~ pagi nie bangun jer dari tdo... aku terdengar lagu nieh... MASIH AKU TERASA by GERSANG.. tetibe jer rase macam.. ahhh... tertouching jiwang plak... kan... hahahahaha.... [xde motif sangat..].. :p bukan ape..dengar lagu2 lame nie SYOK gak sebenarnye if nk compare ngan lagu2 skunk yang ntah ape2 jer kadang.. ok..ok.. tak nak merepek lagi panjang2..  jom layan lirik die nieh...

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Me And The Only Me..

i might not be sumone's first choice..

but i am a great choice..

 i don pretend to be sumone i am not,

 bcoz i'm gud at being me..

 i might not be proud of some of da things i hev done in da past..

 but I'M PROUD OF WHO I AM TODAY..

 i may not be perfect, but i don nid to be..

 i am da way God made me..

take me as i am..

or..

watch me as i walk away..

it's juz me..

Wish..

sumtimes u wish u cud just turn it all off.  all of ur feelings and emotions and let them fade away without a second thought.  because life is painful sumtimes.. and there will be things dat will hurt u..  it's a part of being human, u hev to go thru all of dat pain..  ders no way to turn it off, no way to stop da way things falls into place.  but knowing dat one day.. da pain will be over and dis overwhelming feeling will be eradicated.. meks u realize i'ts ok for u to keep evrything turned on..

da harder u work, da harder it is to surrender..
those truth hurts and those lies heal..

I Just Want You To Know..

i know ur life can go on without me, dat u can be hepy without me, dat u can survive without me.. but even if u turn me away, i still choose to stay with u and be ur sweetest stranger forever..


if u hide, i'll seek for u.. if u're lost, i'll search for u.. if u leave, i'll wait for u.. if they try to take u away from me, i'll fight for u.. coz i neva wan to lose someone like YOU..


if i can mek evrything fall wer it shud be, i wud.  if i cud mek life better for u, i wud.  but i can't.. all i can do is TO LET U NOE dat MINE has been BETTER ..

BECAUSE OF YOU..

p/s : promise me..u won't forget our laughs, our jokes, our smiles, our memories, our friendship..

The Relationship..

wat wud you do if.. every time you fell in love you had to say goodbye?? every time you wanted someone dey wud neva be there?? your best friend died tomorrow and you neva got to tell them how you felt??  even if you don't care anymore.. you love someone more than ever and you cudn't have them?? you neva got da chance to say i am friends with all my family and they noe i love them??  ...people live, but people die..  if you died tomorrow, you wud be in my heart.. wud i be in yours??  we might be best friends 1 year, pretty good friends da nex yer, don't talk dat often da nex.. and don't talk at all da yer afta dat.. so, i juz wanted to say, even if i neva talk to u again in my life, u're SPECIAL to me.. and u hev made a difference in my life.. i look up to u, respect u, truly cherish u.. do u noe the relationship between two eyes..? they blink together, they move together, they cry together, they see things together and they sleep together, BUT neva see each other they.. THAT'S WHAT FRIENDSHIP..?? if i called you to pick me up bcoz of sumthing happened.. wud u come..?? ..if i had one day left to live my life.. wud u be apart of my last day?? ..if i nided a shoulder to cry on.. wud u giv me yours..??

<3 I MISS YOU SO MUCH..!! <3

I Back..

hello..
it's been along i din involve wif a blogger world.. kn..???
haa.. and now i mek a come back..
hahahaha.... :p
it's all becoz of FARIZAH ROSDI a.k.a EJA
she made me to start a blogger again..


nothing much i wud like to share at current moment..
it's juz a come back from me to continue my writing..
share evrything wat i've been thru..
to tell u wat i feel..
evrything...


i can only xpress wat i feel here..
i din say dat i can't tell u evry single thing..
but sumtimes we don hev da right words to tell others..
so, dis is one of da way how i xpress wat i feel..
and hoping u wud understand thru wat i've write..

hmm.. nothing much i wud like to share..
to be continue in other entry keyh..
(^______^)

it's me and eja.. =)

p/s : eja, u've made me reveal da feeling inside my heart here... hahaha...