Wish..

sumtimes u wish u cud just turn it all off.  all of ur feelings and emotions and let them fade away without a second thought.  because life is painful sumtimes.. and there will be things dat will hurt u..  it's a part of being human, u hev to go thru all of dat pain..  ders no way to turn it off, no way to stop da way things falls into place.  but knowing dat one day.. da pain will be over and dis overwhelming feeling will be eradicated.. meks u realize i'ts ok for u to keep evrything turned on..

da harder u work, da harder it is to surrender..
those truth hurts and those lies heal..